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On Wednesday, March 15th, 1995, from 14:05 to 15:00, I am called in a meeting by my internal psychiatrist. Throughout this meeting, this last tries to persuade me that Lithium is a medicament which does work for everybody, it is for this reason that Stelazine exists. A medicament which acts as Lithium with however fewer side effects. My weaning had ended on March 27th, it is only at this instant that I could really read this human medical Compendium CPS and understand that my psychiatrists are really endowed with a Machiavellian mystical atrocity. Because in the CPS they write that Lithium is an anti-maniac and that Stelazine is an anxiolytique, antiemetic, neuroleptique.

On April 9th, 1995, I must have accepted against my will to take Stelazine for the first time, because four nurses had succeeded in nicking me and pointed out to to me the way of the «61» that isolation room at about 08:15 in the morning. Knowing that madam Nathalie Auclair had a medical prescription of Stelazine with a concentration of 1mg available in the 4B. Why my internal psychiatrist said to me that this concentration was not available? While the Manufacturer is writings in the CPS: «Dosage: Individualize dosage and prescribe the weakest which is efficient. In omni practice: The dosage of a use attack is 1 tablet in 1 or 2mg twice. In an use practice, it is seldom necessary to exceed 6mg/day. Later of the inherent extended action of trifluoperazine, the most part of the patients can be efficiently treated with a bidaily handy dosage; some people could take a dose of maintenance of one dose a day. (To emaciated subjects or of small size, the treatment must always be begun with the weakest dosage.)»

Though it is at 22:00 this evening there, a nurse gives me a tablet of Stelazine of 5mg. I ask her for a tablet of 1mg. she says to me in front of other patients than this concentration is not available. I ask her to cut this tablet in two, she says to me that it was impossible for her to make it. It is while I showed to her how to make it, I grabbed this tablet with the help of the nail of the thumb and with the index of my right hand and crunch it with my trenchant. There remained exactly 2.5mg. in the small cup. I drink after the absorption of this new narcotic, a litre of apple juice and I lie down at 23:20.

During thirty minutes I feel my brain whipped at the rate of
a one second for a total of 1 800 times.
I try therefore to drink 4 litres of water, knowing that it is going to dilute this narcotic.
From 23:30 to 01:30, I am sick, I vomit some bile with the rests of the medicaments.

Mister doctor, what would have been the effect of this narcotic of a concentration of 5mg without this litre of juice of apple? What is the purpose? Is it an experience without my consent? Do you know how to read and to write? Why are you lying like this? Do you make it for an interest other than yours? Have you a Sword of Damocles upon your head? One day I shall find the key of this mystery perhaps by making the reading of the medical file #398068, of course God willing.

On Friday, March 17th, 1995, at 16:30, psychiatrist announces me on whom they decided to impose to me against my will, a closed cure because she sees a potential of dangerosity for me. From 17:30 to 18:30, madam Monique Auger representative of Prodef Estrie arrives to defend me from this closed cure. She asks with my approval to see my medical file to know the reason of this remedy, because this lady sees no dangerosity in me. Besides, all this time there, I was accompanied with madam Brigitte Nemirovsky one of the cousins of my friend Genevieve Lamoureux. Psychiatrist answers this request negatively and goes against the Canadian Charter of Rights and Freedom of the person (or even Human Rights).

On Sunday, March 19th, 1995, 10:30, I meet the second psychiatrist, this one owes according to the law of closed cure to make the second valuation. Is this second psychiatrist paid to pre-empt or confirm the decision of a fellow worker or an associate? I understand, why they were afraid at this instant there. Since March 14th, I lived a period of weaning in their hospital because of their abuses of power. My body struggled against this lack of lawful narcotic until March 27th without the help of the medical team. For three successive nights, I was covered with seven flannel blanket which I had folded in two, nevertheless I slammed teeth all night while wetting my bed from all sweat of my body. I was there in hyperthermia all this time there, to overcome all that in one hospital of Quebec in 1995, without a medical support. This medical team had the reasons of the world very to believe in a sliding of my part towards a deep depression where from this potential of dangerosity for me or for others. Many witnesses saw with which Force of courage, I was full of spirit to develop this Rage to conquer this mystical and Machiavellian abusers with patience and persistence.

On Monday on March 27th, 1995, my body had got rid of very side effects which have prevented me until this day from reviewing my school notes with the aim of my final exams. At 19:00, my friend Genevieve Lamoureux brought me my notebook of Pathology because my professor Patrick Metcalfe will based is evaluation on this material to establish my potential success for my final exams.

On Tuesday, March 28th, 1995, they delayed me a brochure edited for the Direction of communications... Rights and appeal of the persons accepted in closed cure. During a meeting with psychiatrist, there is a loss of control of the mood of this lady because I still refuse her treatment, by saying to her that my weight is 155lbs and that according to Health Canada I am in health. At 20:30, my beard was now old of fourteen days and it was really itching because it was curly. Happily, that madam Angele Bergeron girl of Pauline had come to cut it for me. I want to thank this woman publicly, because her scissors and razor definitely allowed me to keep the control of situation.

On Wednesday, March 29th, 1995, 15:30, my professor Patrick Metcalfe came to visit me to determine the improvement of my mental capacities. In spite of this improvement my professor evaluator recommends me to make my exams from 1st till 19 May, to put all the chances on my side he said to me. Me who wants to make these exams at the same time as the students of the group #1307. It would have allowed me to avoid to make my exams alone and to make my trainee later.

On Friday, March 31st, 1995, at 16:05, the psychiatrist says to me: «Mister Lacombe, you know very well that you were accepted on February 11th, 1995 in this hospital, because you had a potential of killer outside.» It is at this instant there that I openly closed up towards her, because she was stubborn by baiting me persistently to try to make me ill.

In the evening a nurse take my left hand and personally left carries out a pronation with my hand and my forearm, while putting a pressure of his right thumb on a position of suffering located on this forearm to test my degree of aggressiveness, he says to me. It was rather a gesture of provocation for his part in front of the analyst of situation the internal psychiatrist. What would have been able to become a nice nicks because I had my free right fist to hit his left temple wildly. Made to underline, this nurse had the wrist twice bigger than mine. What would they have made of me, if I had put down this type of gesture in front of this evaluator?

On Wednesday, April 5th, 1995, 11:00, I have a meeting with my psychiatrist concerning the reappraisal of this closed cure or keep in establishment which will end on April 7th, 1995, is after 21 days. In spite of my good behaviour, psychiatrist decides to extend my hospitalization of a second remedy, that one according to law must be of a length of 90 days. I ask her why? She says to me: «Mister Lacombe, you are not manic-depressive, I see paranoid episodes in you. For this reason, I ask you to return to all activities as much indoors as outside the borders of the Centre Hospital University of Sherbrooke (CHUS/CUSE). I notify you however that if you use an activity to escape, the police will bring you back to the hospital. I trust in you and we need your whole collaboration and your full trust towards the medical team. From 13:30 to 14:30, I participate in an activity inside, light exercise and relaxation.

On Thursday, April 6th, 1995, in the morning, I participate in a hockey game for the end of behaviour evaluation. You who read me, did you hit yourself intentionally with a hockey stick on your tibia? To put off a whole medical team, me who plays without treatment in front of these neuropaths patients, psychopaths, muddle dedaleens as well as some nurses, I anticipate the game and I deliberately put my left leg in front of this slap shot without noticing it. I stop suddenly playing to go to this watering refrigerated machine place to cool down my leg. The representative of this activity gives me some urgent ice, I treat myself alone during about fifteen minutes. Later, I am transformed into Kirk Muller, I perform at general surprise a return to game by limping lightly. I apply of the ice to all breaks of game, I count 2 goals and I achieve 2 nice passes which will allow to my team mates to mark. Our team win the games 8 against 3. It is that what I call to have this Force of courage, it was the price to be paid for my social reintegration. Besides, I carry another light mark on the epidermis. To thank me for this courage, the medical team refused me to play bowling outside the borders of the Centre Hospital University of Sherbrooke (CHUS/CUSE) with all these patients who they wanted all that I accompany them.

On Saturday, April 8th, 1995, 09:30, I ask a nurse, the approval to go to the snack-bar to buy the newspaper «La Tribune de Sherbrooke». He says to me then: «I am not authorize to give you the approval to let you to go there alone.» I ask him then to be accompanied and he accepts. At 13:30, I walk finally outside, I feel then as a horse that they go out of stable in spring. I need to spend all this energy. Unfortunately I am slowed down by the nurse who accompanies us, I cannot walk at my pace because I move away inevitably from the group. I decide to walk around them, however I walk so quickly that it them dazed every some not much. In the course of this step, I see arriving, from Verdun, my parents on board of their van. Instinctively, I run towards them while this nurse shouts me to come back. His command indifferent me absolutely because I smell my next freedom, I am on the point of winning this brain war.

On Sunday, April 9th, 1995, at 08:15, I am once again nicked because I am, in the bad place and at at the bad time, that is to say in this case in guard's post without witness on my side, four nurses did point out to me this room #61. Rather than to fight with them and to muck up all equipment all over the wounds that I would have had the time to inflict on them before they succeeds in preventing me from it, I decided to leave in this isolation room. Where these mystical and Machiavellian torturers intimidated me in three resumptions. To locate you well this room is closed by a door provided with a transparent square Plexiglas having two locks. Between this door and the hall of the wing there is a small hall which links up these two parts, the door overlooking the hall of the wing is really full so that when you are in isolation nobody see you, you become therefore for your torturers a very vulnerable prey because you have no more means to be supported by witnesses of event.

You are all the more vulnerable and more pitiable, when you know beforehand that these pitiless swindlers without scruple and without soul and conscience shall never hesitate to ask for police help to nourish their deranged thirst mystically towards this Machiavellian stupidity. This day there, I remained one hour there, it is long to wait during one hour a person who does not come. At 09:15, they point out to to me the exit by saying to me that my internal psychiatrist wants to see me. At 09:20, I invite therefore by telephone to come to meet me during this day for my protection given that twenty days having accepted the written warning which threatened me of an isolation room, they had succeeded in nicking me. From 09:30 to 09:55, I am in meeting with my internal psychiatrist, the psychiatrist on duty as well as this future psychiatrist. They make a comeback on the event of the day in me eloquent of my aggressivity and my illness manic-depressive. I speak to them of health by fruits, while picking my grapefruit in front of them. Even before eating it, I offer it to the team of psychiatrist sat in front of me. I feed on this juicy fruit containing this natural sugar. The psychiatrist on duty says to me then: «Mister Lacombe, if you refuse to take your treatment, your hospitalization is going to be longer and it risks putting in danger your scholastic year.»

In front of his incomprehension, I give him a photocopy of a newspaper article coming from «La Tribune de Sherbrooke» of April 4th, 1995 about which they speak of this MEDICAL MAFIA treated as such by the writer and doctor Guylaine Lanctot and I ask him to joint this with my medical file as well as my curriculum vitae. He says to me then: «Mister Lacombe I see that you would have be a very, very good lawyer.» At 15:00, my friend Genevieve Lamoureux arrives with my school bag, such as I asked to her this morning. At 19:00, Patrick Lagniel and Claire Boulanger comes to determine my physical and mental state of health.

On Monday, April 10th, 1995, at 13:30, I sign the official papers for the complaint which I formulated against the hospital and the medical team of the 4B, that must be sent to the Commission of the Social Affairs of Quebec. Documents were entrusted to the representatives: Carole Panneton and Sophie Caron from Prodef Estrie. At 16:30, I have a meeting with my new psychiatrist given that I forced other one to take a small vacancy. In the presence of the internal psychiatrist and in this trainee in future, this new psychiatrist announces to me that my closed cure is now opened. The program of this opening is the following they will liberate me on Tuesdays mornings for 24 hours to evaluate with me how it went on this activity on Wednesdays to see if there is a potential of dangerosity to reintroduce me socially. It is envisaged that I sleep in the hospital for a night during my return.

On Tuesday, April 11th, 1995, I want to leave at about 09:30, because my friend Claude Jodoin said that he was available this morning to come to pick me up at the Centre Hospital University of Sherbrooke (CHUS/CUSE). I realize in that morning that they had deceived me the day before because they said to me that my departure will not be before 13:30 because the release papers will not be ready before that time. I call my friend Claude Jodoin to make him aware of this incident because I especially do not want to make him lose his day. At 10:15, the medical team of the 4B announces me that I can leave. My nurse says to me: «Give me the time to prepare your treatment for your day of freedom.» I answer him: «I am in health, I shall not therefore need this treatment.» My internal psychiatrist says to me in his turn: «Mister Lacombe, I agree to prescribe you Stelazine in a dosage of 1mg. b.i.d. as you asked me for it. However this dose will never be rather sufficient for you, a minimal dose of 2mg. b.i.d. will be requested.»

At 10:35, I leave the psychiatric wing of the Centre Hospital University of Sherbrooke (CHUS/CUSE). At 11:34 I arrive at the College of Sherbrooke (now called CEGEP of Sherbrooke) in the department of animal health. I meet the professors: Patrick Metcalfe, Michel Lockwell and Claire Bariteau, the technician Nathalie Provost as well as 20 students + or - 5. Then in the department of biology I speak with a cycling professor whose name I ignore.

At 12:45, I go alone at the Coffee A.L. Van Houtte to have dinner with my friend Claire Boulanger. A lady who entrusted me one day, long before that I am hospitalized, to have been raped by a nurse in a psychiatric wing of a hospital of Sherbrooke when she was 19 years old. This lady is thirty-eight years old now, they control her mood therefore for 19 years. She is aware that her body is use to all the medications which she must take a day. Perhaps that if the psychiatric domain would cease spying her on deceitfully while baiting her on a regular bases, perhaps that she would live in an improved well-being finally. They said that a paranoiac psychopath, that is to say attained most often by a frenzy of persecution which becomes identified by intuition or interpretation from wrong premises. However, I was witness with her sister Mary of a true premise on Friday, May 5th, 1995 during the evening when we were all three in the bar Meadow's of Sherbrooke when a man contacted a woman by saying:

«We go back to the CHUS (Centre Hospital University of Sherbrooke).»

This man with a strange behaviour spied on me personally from 22:30 to 24:00 this evening there. At that evening, precisely, Claire could say to her sister Mary in front of me: «You Are going to believe me from now When I shall say to you that I was followed in such place, in such the hour and in such circumstance. It is 19 years since it continues in my life.»

Let us come back, in Tuesday, April 11th at 14:00 now, I go alone on «Place La Cité» to meet my friend Jean Pierre Champagne there. At 15:00, alone I go back to the Coffee A.L. Van Houtte to find my friends there: Carmel Halle, France Comtois and Brigitte Nemirovsky to share this win. At 16:30, alone I go to the office of my lawyer Mister Gaetan Grenier, I discuss then with his secretary because he is away. From 17:00 to 20:00, I go alone at the restaurant La Falaise St-Michel to work voluntarily for service returned and meet my friends Patrick and Joel Lagniel as well as Emmanuel and Christian. At 20:30, I go to the Coffee Bla Bla with Christian and at 22:15 my friend Eric Nutbrown arrives to bring me at his place.

On April 12th, 1995, at 07:45, I go to the restaurant «Chez Charlie», that located on the street Camirand because I am invited by Eric to have a lunch. I meet madam Caroline Rouleau and her friend Simon. At 08:50, I am back at the Centre Hospital University of Sherbrooke (CHUS/CUSE) by the snack bar at 09:05. At 09:11 I have my friend Eric Nutbrown to sign my report of activity on the guard's post counter of the 4B. At 09:30, I am reading my report of activity to madam Pauline Bergeron while transcribing it on another sheet because originally he is written in the back of a place mat. I give my report to the new psychiatrist treating my file, in front of the internal psychiatrist and of psychiatrist in future. I say to them: «I shall need no more your services, because at no time, during this period of 24 hours, I did not have paranoid episodes. For this reason, I refuse to be seen in external hospital because I am in health, as I was at my comming in the emergency of the hospital. I also refuse any treatment.»

At 10:30 in this date of April 12th, 1995,
I thank my internal psychiatrist for having written for my new psychiatrist.
This last having decided to liberate me, seeing no
dangerosity in me.
This psychiatrist accepted my version of facts because he took time to listen to me.
It had my file in hand since Monday, April 11th, 1995 only.
While psychiatrist been made to go on holiday,
this last had worn herself out trying to persuade me that I was attained of one
manic-depressive bipolar illness as well as of a paranoid psychosis.

Weighing up of this medicine:

puce

- no urine and no faeces during 7 days
 

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- loss of a certain percentage of my vision drawing away a vision cheats and flusters from February 12th till March 27th, 1995
 

puce

- ache owed to this fevered state from February 12th till April 9th, 1995
 

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- convulsion and inflexibility from February 12th till March 20th, 1995
 

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- make tired shakings, muscular weakness, lack of coordination, drowsiness from February 28th, 1995 till March 20th, 1995
 

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- confusion, bewilderment, muscular spasms, hyper reflexibility from March 11th till 16th March 1995
 

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- weaning of 13 days from March 14th till 27th March 1995
 

puce

- sleep lost from February 14th till April 11th, 1995, in 57 days only 140 hours
 

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- physical and mental torture from February 11th till April 11th, 1995
 

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- loss of my sexual functions from February 12th till April 9th, 1995
 

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- loss of a certain pleasure of life from February 11th till April 11th, 1995
 

puce

- potential of dangerosity of death from February 11th till April 12th, 1995
 

puce

- loss of academicals concentration from February 11th till April 27th, 1995

Now, I have intention not at all to maintain you on the contents of my diary of April 12th in today because what I have just written asked from me a lot of energy. Furthermore I cannot really write two works all at once. Though it is there, I must really reveal you certain problems since my release of the hold of these mystical and Machiavellian swindlers for the ease of all humanity. First of all, on Saturday, April 15th, 1995, at 13:30, I arrive to my parents in the presence of my friend Carmel Halle, to pick some clothes there. My father reproaches me for several things on the choices which I had to make throughout my life, as: «I had told it you not to leave your job at Hydro-Quebec. I had said it to you to not marry Joanne Vincent. etc, etc»

On Wednesday, April 19th, 1995, between 19:00 and 22:30, I go to the hotel Delta with my friends: Claire and Mary Boulanger, Genevieve Lamoureux, Carmel Halle and Eric Nutbrown. I meet the Doctor Guylaine Lanctot for the first time of my life.

I had predicted, on April 7th, 1995 when they brought to my attention the information of the keeping of this evening of information, that I would have gone out of this closed cure to be present at this evening.

The Saturday and Sunday, 22 and 23, April 1995, all day long I participate in a workshop prepared by the Doctor Guylaine Lanctot. I deliver my evidence even in front of this hangman reporter paid bby the Centre Hospital University of Sherbrooke (CHUS/CUSE). I am accompanied with my friends: Francoise Fournier, Claire Boulanger, Carmel Halle and France. I point out even the presence of ancient hardworking madam Monica Auger from Prodef Estrie.

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