In November 1991, mister Benoit De Gari ex working companion for Beauty Star. To us had been committed at the same time to replace a certain Rock Leclerc to cover the region of Sherbrooke. The purpose of his call was to give me the telephone number of a man who was in search of a driver to drive him in Florida with his car. I phone mister Hubert de Palma to learn that he is a Catholic priest. I says to him that changes nothing, because he still needs a driver and I have beyond a million kilometres of going through and I shall know how to install an unbelieving chemistry between us. I leave with him and we stop in Ocala Florida to see madam Jose Laurent, this lady who lived at home when I was a child. Then finally, I pass ten days with him in North Fort Myers on the west coast of Florida. I try to find a job and I came very close to find one.
I came back to Quebec with a leather necklace and the head of a bear sculpted in the bone by a Seminole Indian. This memory of Florida is going to change my life absolutely. Because having crossed forty-four hours in bus to come back in my country and I meet a girl of the name of Pauline Deraps fifteen day after my arrival in Sherbrooke which said to me that she is studying in the College of Sherbrooke (now called CEGEP of Sherbrooke) to become technician in Animal Health. I consider therefore, as it a return in study in the same technology. I send my inscription by registered mail on February 20th, 1992 to madam Monique Lafnier help pedagogic in the College of Sherbrooke (now called CEGEP of Sherbrooke). Then in spring, I must do again my chemistry of the secondary IV and V, to be accepted in this technology. I decide at the same time to do again my physics of the secondary to succeed in deciding well between these two pure sciences. Surprised, I learn by madam Monique Lafnier that she refuses me at the first turn of selection, because, she says to me, my chemistry of the secondary V is not ended. I answers to her that it is a detriment against me because the regular students did not finish too. I am finally accepted for autumn, 1992 as I wanted it.
At the same time in this period, I see frequently my friend Pauline. This one entrusts me in January that her brother Sylvain is in a very precarious state. She tells me that her brother had a very serious accident, having become hit by a reckless driver on November 8th, 1991 in his village of Aguanish. That he was in Sept-Îles with a numerous fracture in the leg left at present and suffering from a deep depression. In front of the emergency of the situation, I offer to Pauline to share the expense of a rental car with her and I leave alone for Sept-Îles. Arrived at Sept-Îles in the evening, I meet Sylvain and his mother into the house of one of his uncles. I reassure the mother of Pauline and the following day I come back with Sylvain. He is really in a confused state by all these medications that he have to take. Because Sylvain is attained of several psychotic diseases, besides these four metal stems which cross his tibia.
In brief, Sylvain had a need urgent to change his ideas at this time there and Pauline and I had succeeded to do so. Sylvain came to visit Sherbrooke and in this week we went to visit an pet shop all together. They discovered a cat and fell lost in admiration for him. The following day, I went and bought the cat because I knew that it was necessary for Pauline to have it. I arrive with this cat at the surprise of Pauline and her brother. Of course Pauline agreed to pay for half of the expense knowing that I did not have a lot of money myself. At the end of the week, Pauline and I decided to bring back Sylvain to Sept-Îles noting that his leg needed care as well as a renewal of medication. Why, did I invest me suchlike in this relation? Oh well! The Merriam-Webster calls it altruist and let say that this upsets everybody which are selfish.
In June 1992, I got involved as volunteer of «La Grande Randonnée Cycliste de l'Estrie». On June 24th of the same year, I break my left collar bone in a bicycle accident. In this unbearable pain without the help of this pain killer, I succeeded to make laugh the world by telling them about my fall of my bicycle. Even in trial I uninterrupted to help others as myself. I make so much good in my circle, that July 24th of the same year, my friend Gordon Bruce invites me on his driving boat of thirty-six feet. His boat is belayed to the quay, when this one blows up that we even had no time to leave. Which terror, we all are partly burned in different degree by nice sunny Friday. Luckily that I was there because the owner of the marina wants to apply some butter generously on us or to invite us to jump into his swimming pool when I know that this water contains a tremendous number of chemicals. From some butter on a scald it comes of a hurdy-gurdy medical belief, they thought that it favoured healing in supporting time they know that it speeds up the scald. I knew that I takes some cold water, then I invited everybody to take a cold water shower and to put ourselves under the shade. While I asked that they cover with a blanket this woman most burned of all because her skin had already begun being faulty. This last remained old of six months in the hospital because an infection became established in her wounds. That it would have happened of this woman if we had poured on her some butter on her body.
It is as when I intervened to stifle the fire spread on a tablecloth of kitchen caused by some alcohol of stove in melted. Luckily that I sacrificed this new tablecloth rather than to see another guest trying to put it out with some water. It is as to pull on the emergency brake of Camaro when you are temporary and what your friends is in a state of panic because his car hurtles down the coast south Belvedere in Sherbrooke and because the system of hydraulic brake does not answer any more. Luckily, that it had followed my advice the former year when I asked him to make repair his emergency brake. Eric Nutbrown will always remember of this walk by car by nice Saturday evening. How many persons did I indeed save? I would not know how to say it to you, but a thing is sure in urgent situation I do not panic and I follow hyper efficient.
On August 24th, 1992, I make my entrance in the College of Sherbrooke (now called CEGEP of Sherbrooke). From this day, I realize that certain professors wonder definitely what I come to make in technology animal health, me who have precisely just been thirty-five years old. Certain professors give a certain reservation even. Besides, from the first session of studies some young classmates reject me and draw away others with them. Lack of discipline becomes established there and no professor dares to put discipline in there, none of them invites the students to cease whom they reject me, because, they hope surely that I leave this technology.
I pass on top of everything to it by making of yoga. At the same time I work on the Motel LA Réserve, 4235, west rue King, Sherbrooke as night auditor, that is to say Friday and Saturday evening from 20:00 till 08:00. In this first year, I am first of class and I realize that certain students of third year cry because we not provided them the blossoming for which they hoped in the choice of their training period. Also I get involved and I become one of the managers for «La Grande Randonnée Cycliste de l'Estrie» as manager it means that once the week, I participate in a meeting of the board of director in the presence of mister Laurent Peloquin, President-founder of this event. Besides, on June 3rd, 1993, I received, from the mayor of Sherbrooke of epoch mister Paul Gervais, a letter of congratulations and gratitude for my work as volunteer.
In February 1992, I help a mono parental woman, I lend her eighty dollars so that she can nourish her small daughter. On March 10th, 1992 madam Suzy Deraps reimburses me with a check by knowing that her count is in deficient supply. I always wait for her refund. May 8th, 1993 mister Serge Leroux nicks the Case Populaire of Sherbrooke and at the same time as several dealers of the region. Mister Leroux in the same time he was one of my roomate, he also nicks me.
- I achieved to acquire signed personally a recognition of $3 200 debt
- his social number of insurance is 263 631 465 or 475
- and his number of driver's licence is LERS 6610 3114.
In the month of June, 1993, I work as a students workers for Stephane Ricard. I sue this last by the Labour standards board, I always wait to be paid by him. Then the Labour standards board say to me that they cannot help me legally to recover my money. I use opportunity to say to you what do I think about this situation. The problem is, that there is a written law which can always be interpreted in many ways. This written law always favours the richest or the one who makes fright most. Furthermore there is always this not written law which always protects the evil-minded. When we deliver evidence in the courtyard, do they ask us to swear to say all truth only the truth by having our right hand on the Bible? Do these written laws respect the will of God? Do these laws not written respect the will of God? Here is where comes from to us all this evil-minded corruption. I think that in 1995, it is the time they alter these preparing laws of the new millennium. They should not allow any more the swindlers, the impostors as well as the thieves to escape from a legitimate refund towards the victim.
I worked from August 1st till September 30th, 1993 to Bombardier of Valcourt as worker specialized on the line of assemblage from 23:00 - 07:00. It is therefore to say that from August 25th till September 30th, I slept one hour on the floor of the classroom and two hours in the evening before going to do my working night. I criticize mister Stephane Ricard for this difficult period of my life. Luckily that I did not put my studies in danger. From October, I persuade the owners Patrick Lagniel and Michel Igual of the Restaurant La Falaise St-Michel to hire me as dishwasher cleaner, as potato peeler and to prepare the vegetables. I work there until September 1994. During summer, I also work at Bombardier of Valcourt. I stop to work at any job at the end of the summer 1994 because I board for last year of the program of animal health. What mean for me whom I shall go from 18 to 38 hours of class. It is now a very serious time to succeed, I must stop any job, I do not need to say to you to what extent that very this amount of money that I had lost in different swindles would be very useful me for this last year of study. Happily that my friends of the Falaise Saint-Michel were as well as my father who fixed me financially when the need was felt.
In November 1994, my professor Patrick Metcalfe calls me to meet him in his office to say to me that if I do not change my attitude my course of pathology as well as my course of nursing are put in danger. That nobody wants to work with me in a team anymore , that the problem it is me and not the team. I then says then, that I am rejected since 1992. That the problem, it is not me but definitely the team. Because, I am in the College to achieve my studies. I announces to him that I had been named president of my class. From September, I hasten to inquire to misters Yvan Denis and Gerard Deshaies of procedures concerning my trainee because I want to have special trainee. These two professors have then a good time playing ping pong with me. I approach mister Yvan Denis then to announce him my wish to see him united to mister Gerard Deshaies concerning my up coming trainee. I announce them that my wish is go to get a training period in China.
I communicate with my friend Geng Li Zhao, a man whom I have godfather for three years because he had been accepted in my country as political refugee. On October 10th, 1994, I send a second letter to my friend about my trainee. Pressurized by these two professors to acquire an answer, I communicate with an other one of my friends, this time, it is madam Jose Laurent, domiciling in Ocala, Florida. I had received an answer from my friend Geng Li coming from Beijing (Beijing), in China. This letter points out to me to communicate with mister Wang De Li of the zoo of Beijing and what if I need additional information to communicate with him.
On October 31st, 1994, I send a letter to madam Krist Carrol, this lady will put me in touch with madam Siobhan P. Ellison DMV. This letter being sent in English, my professor Yvan Denis gave a clever pleasure to correct it for me by writing in the endorsement: «Or you do not have dictionary, or, you are too lazy to search indoors. The study of a language passes by very numerous incursions in this big volume!» You need to know that at that time I was a student hyper opened with my professors and with the students besides, I was also 37-year-old, adult and I composed this letter in English myself.
November 27th, 1994, madam Siobhan P. Ellison, DVM, PA confirmed that she would be happy to accept me and that we seem to have a mutual interest in yoga and that perhaps we could make some salutations together in the sun. By this answer, I see very well that this veterinary surgeon very well understood my English and very well appreciated my curriculum vitae.
On December 7th, 1994, at 08:30, in the morning, misters Yvan Denis and Gerard Deshaies say to me that I shall not go in Florida. Because I am a harebrained, marginal being, who does not want to mould in the mould which they give me for my trainee, which I miss seriousness and because I only want to have to take my trainee as a vacancy. They want to bring me back on earth of a very aggressive tone.
Not more aggressive than them, I give them entirely reason by saying to them: «I am harebrained, marginal, and not mouldable. For no consideration, I shall consider a training period in Quebec because I decided that I will go in Florida for an immersion in English language. It is even sure as I shall not be in training period 24 hours a day and as I shall eat grapefruits and oranges in your health. That I shall leave with the trip which gets organized in the College by our travel agency quadruple occupation at six nights and seven days in Daytona Beach. I shall be therefore in hundred kilometres from my training place. Besides, I wonder, which therefore is the best putting for the judicious choice of a training period, the student after two and a half years of courses in animal health technology or a professor whom he will not see probably any more from his life. I have the right to a certain reward after all these schoolboy's sacrifices and what with knowledge which I have in animal health today, that is the same that you, one of us can very well head in the animal room to seize a cat by the skin of blow and to grip it until time which it stifle.» It is heard here that I only mimed gesture to be very including by these two wormy professors.
To make sure to be very including I went to see mister Rene Richard Registrar of the College and representative for this trainee. I make an appointment with this last Thursday, December 8th, 1994 at 08:00. The following day, I arrive with two coffees to meet him in his office, I must have stapled him because he run away from me. Believe it or not, he cannot meet me because he had another more urgent appointment. I delay my coffees therefore to both secretaries by asking the secretary of mister Rene Richard for another date. I meet mister Richard therefore in the afternoon of Thursday after my lesson of haematology. I explain my situation to mister Richard by going to the point of telling him all debate whom I had the day before with misters Yvan Denis and Gerard Dehaies. This letter of November 27th, 1994 of madam Siobhan P . Ellison had arrived by fax at the central fax of the College and found on December 8th, 1994.
On Friday, December 9th, 1994 mister Yvan Denis is hard stubborn in not confirming me this training period because according to him I have no sufficient experience in the horses to be allowed to leave there. Overall, my clinical training period is confirmed by a veterinary and pre-empted by my professor. My history succeeds in going around our department.
- Misses Claire Bariteau and Martine Nadeau,
- two professors are indignant in front of this obstinacy on behalf of
- mister Yvan Denis because this history risks causing to fail me some exams.
On Sunday, December 11th, 1994 at 08:30 I had received a telephone from mister Yvan Denis, this one sensitizes me in the fact that he wants to supervise my clinical training period. He offers to write a letter for me that he will have me to read before he will send it to madam Ellison. On Monday, December 12th, 1994, he had me red the letter which says that I have no experience in the horses and that it will be at risk and danger for the one that receives me. It is the type of letter that they compose to have a categorical refusal. I authorize mister Yvan Denis to send this letter because my contact in Florida was very solid, several persons there waited for me. The same day madam Ellison answer by fax by saying to my professor that according to her belief a conjunctivitis on a mouse this is treats as a conjunctivitis on a horse. For what reason, mister Yvan Denis delays me the copy of this letter and confirms me the approval of my training period on December 15th, 1994 only.
On December 25th, 1994, I walk in Downtown Montreal to enjoy myself, finally I end in a bar on Saint-Denis street. I met for a 36 old woman, mother of three young children, left by her husband thirty months ago because she had a small depression he entrusted me. I had a feeling that this woman needed my help. She was accompanied by her brother this evening there. I asked therefore his brother to see us out at his sister's. Asked thing, acquired thing and I stop you because I make only help relation. Besides in five years, I tremendously helped people. It upsets tremendously people who are paid to help or to recover. December 26th, 1994, madam Lyne Dusseault helper chief nurse in the hospital Pierre Boucher of Longueuil, thanks me for having shown her that she could please a man still. I was accepted by madam Dusseault on the 15 and on the 16th April, 1995, at this instant there I made the acquaintance of these three children. I even played Monopoly with the oldest of her boys. My friend Gordon Bruce came to peak me up there in this Easter day to go to have dinner in the restaurant To Doval in 150, rue Marie-Anne is in Montreal, because they serve the best chicken cooked on embers in the city. It is necessary to reserve (514) 843-3390 in and to ask for the owners misters Marks or Xavier. I prayed so that the dream of madam Dusseault comes true and some months afterwards she said to me that she saw frequently seriously the man whom she hoped to meet.
On December 31st, 1994, I go with my friend Eric Nutbrown to the bar Meadow's of Sherbrooke to celebrate the end of the year and the beginning of 1995. It is a ritual for me and him since five years now, me who habitually do not drink in this wakefulness of day of the year I blow up some champagne bottles which I share with my friends. The 1st of year 1995, I go to Montreal with my friend Jean-Pierre Champagne. I see all my family and ask my father to bless me as he made it as my usages. On January 2nd, 1995, I see again my friend Lyne Dusseault, before leaving by hitch-hiking towards the city of Quebec to visit one of my friends Lucie Taillon auditor for the ministry of the income of Quebec. I had been invited to spend the first week of January with her, I make acquaintance with her African boy friend Abdou Amidou. For this week, I meet a woman of the Cartier Saint-Sacrament who is called Mary-Claude. I spent a lot of energy to help this lady in it to go out of this depression. She even drove me to her mother the first day as I met her.
On January 8th, 1995, I went back in Sherbrooke, but before leaving, I invite my friends Abdou, Lucie as well as Nancy Nolan a friend of Lucie to come to visit me at home before I leave for my trainee in Florida. On Wednesday, January 11th, 1995, I did receive an offer of training period in Quebec by the company Friend Alliance Medical, I decline this offer by explaining that my internal spirit asks me to go in Florida. However, when I will return from Florida in June, I shall communicate with him. I am aware that it is possible that there is no available job at this instant there, I am also aware that if there is one, they will then hasten to hire me. On Thursday, January 12th, 1995, at the request of madam Mary-France Deschamps, 195, rue Beauharnois, Sherbrooke (Quebec) J1G 3Z2, I write a letter of motivation to transmit to her the «Force of courage» which I have.
- Overall, from January 2nd till 15th 1995,
- I helped forty persons in relation help + or - two,
- without accepting any money to do this job.
- I would say even more, that I spent it on serving Jesus Christ our Saviour.
January 16th, 1995, I begin my sixth and last session, I also learns that I achieved all my lessons at that date. I make a discount then in front of everybody by beginning with the figure thirty. Eh! yes! He remains me then thirty days of school and I am the one who is the most filling with enthusiasm of the College, I express this wish to achieve this final sprint in beauty. I am the one who always sat down with these young new students of Animal Health to share a lunch, a debate or to encourage these young persons to continue their plan of studies. I am president of the group 1308 since autumn on 1993. I even have the responsibility for the monetary bottom of the class since January 5th, 1994. I have then: thirty-seven and a half years of experience of life, twenty-five years of working experience to serve the public, eighteen years of schooling and I combined work and school during eleven years. What led me to become a big opened book to help the humanity. I am jovialist humorist while being an experienced motivator pushed persistently by the Holy Spirit to serve God, Jesus Christ our Savior.
On Sunday, February 5th, 1995, I accept to have a late dinner at home with my friend Lucie Taillon from Quebec. I make the service of the couscous which I prepared myself with love. I begin by serving Lucie to serve then my roomate madam Gaetane Gagne who leaves with me at 880, rue Jogues #101, Sherbrooke, J1H 2X9. I was taken by stupefaction when by serving Gaetane, she introduced me to my friend Lucie by saying: «Here is God, God in person!»
The following morning in the College, I asked my professor Patrick Metcalfe for his approval to contact the class personally. Given that there remains only a week of class, followed by two week of exam and that later we shall all go to get our trainee by dispersing each of us. I explain to them that I am the oldest of this class, I am even older than our professor, that I cannot leave without leaving them a Message. I say to them then: «That we leaved two and a half years together as in a family. You all pointed out that I was rejected all this time. You know this morning, I took the dictionary and I look to the definition of the words excuses and forgiveness. I do not have to apologize in front of you because I forgives you all. It begins with a person who rejects an other one and who draws away other with him. You should not reject people like this because we are never protect from a rejection. This will happen to you perhaps one day, in your working place as in your community.»
I make a comeback by telling them this history of last autumn in when I wore a yellow and white shirt and that a student calls me the Canary so many time that day as well as the following day when I wore a green shirt then. Besides, I even seized this last by the neck having heard him Canary for fortieth time this day there. This student feels attacked in his ego. Then, I explain in the class that I expected to see all these reactions. I take a white chalk at this instant there and I draw a line in the vertical downward on the blackboard. Then I say to them: «You know to the right of this line there is the good and to the left of this line there is evil. There are people who harm and people who are good. There are also people who remain on this line, these people experience difficulty in differentiating what is good from what is wrong. These people are then undergo the influence of good and the dread of evil.»
Then a student intervenes by asking me to speak about my childhood. You know that when we are opened as a big book we become at that very moment vulnerable in front of those who abuse. I their tell therefore, that during my life in the primary school I went to the hospital by ambulance several time as a matter of urgency because my classmates beat me up. Once it was because a child wanted to play to me a trick, he tells me then to bend on my head than he kick me his shoe finally in my eye. I saw stars, blackness and the following day I was in the same class in the presence of my attacker and all the others who did not want to be attacked as I had been by him. I say that I had no hate in me because I had learnt that it was necessary to forgive to be in accord to the will of God.
On Wednesdays, February 8th, 1995, at 10:30 I am in a room adjacent to the place of histology because I had finished that of other one not ended, that is a blade of histology. I hear then, the student who rejects me by tarnishing my picture for two and a half years, is since the beginning of this training. He uninterrupted still, in spite of the effort which I unfolded on Mondays by delivering a Message of peace in front of the class. It is at this instant there that I confront this student with a rather amazing verbal violence because I want him to cease tarnishing my picture. I ask him in front of all these students to make an effort for a half week of class and for two weeks of exams. I ask for it in my name and in the name of every students, because I want the success of everybody.
The professors let unsettle this disrespect from the beginning.
You will understand the reason why I do not want to charge this young born student in 1972 for the responsibility. Because I checked him off by pointing my finger severely and because I shouted in his direction so that he ceases for good. A student panicked and in her state of panic she made it thrown into a panic many others because she qualified me as «Marc Lepine II» in future by saying to everybody who wanted to hear it:
«You saw him, he is
mad, he could go as well to his house
to search some weapon and come back to kill us all as Marc Lepine.»
I shall hush up about her name because she also was born in 1972 and as my associate of class I do not want to bring her responsible for all problems which this history caused to me.
On Thursday, February 9th, 1995, madam Claire Bariteau, professor, delay me a questionary of inquiry from the College of Sherbrooke (now called CEGEP of Sherbrooke), session: Winter, 1995, by saying to me that they had chosen me to answer this social economic questionnaire of sixty-six questions. I am surprised to see that the first question is the following: «What is your age?» I am probably the only 37 years old student of the College and definitely the only one of the department of Animal Health. In afternoon, I end to answer this questionnaire, by noting that my name is written in the endorsement of the last page.
This writing does not go contrary to our Canadian Charter of rights and freedom of the person as well as the first question of this opinion poll.
I hasten then to see again madam Claire Bariteau to ask her who wrote my name. She answers me while, according to her, there was not offence because she had also made it for everybody. I says to her that it does not excuse her because it is really contrary to our Canadian Charter and that for this reason I keep my questionnaire I want to say to you that madam Bariteau will be protected by my foundation, because she is not at all responsible for all problems which this history caused to me. She was only indicated to do job.
At the same time, on Thursdays evenings, my roomate Gaetane Gagne speaks to me of her bedside book «I'M OK, YOU'RE OK.» This book which she invites me to read for four years and from that I saw no interest there. She says to me: «The philosophy of this book is very simple. According to this book, everybody is correct, your father is correct, your professor is correct, me I am correct, you are correct. Everybody is correct, the killer is correct when he kills, the thief is correct when he thieves and the liar is correct when he lies. Remember Serge before killing, you are going to steal and before stealing you are going to lie.» I answered her: «It is not part of my values and all religions are good, and that it is however necessary to be good with. Besides that you are Jew, Greek, German, English, French, Italian, Armenian, Lebanese and that you make take to lie, to steal or to kill, you will be judged and castigated as a result of the seriousness of your act.» She says to me then: «We live in a religion war you and me. Everywhere in the world, they kill for a question of religion. It is most killer war in the world.» I answer to her: «You does not have to be afraid because I shall never kill you, you are perhaps going to kill me, but not me.»
On Friday, February 10th, 1995, at 08:30, madam Martine Nadeau professor says to me that my professor Jean-Pierre Roy knows one of his friends who as same as me have a spiritual gift and that he makes as me just good with it, she asks me if I would like to meet him. I am then in the presence of these two professors and I answer to Martine in the affirmative by saying to her: «My physical and spiritual guides ask me to go to meet this man.» She asks me what is a physical guide and what is a spiritual guide. I say to her: «You are a physical guide for me as well as Jean-Pierre and a spiritual guide you do not see it. And I have an army of it behind me, that's why you must lead me to this man.» She bring me to the fifth floor of the Pavilion II by pretending to search the place. I tells her to follow me because I know where it is and as we arrive at the office, the psychologist came out to receive us. It is while I realize that he has a spiritual gift like me, I have to see if he uses it in a good way.
Once we are inside his office, I say to him that I am Serge Lacombe, finishing student in Animal Health coming from the group 1308, and what's more the one that they qualified as future «Marc Lepine II». He says to me that his name is mister Jean Soucy and that he is psychologist in the College. I sit in because I am invited to do it. I sit and take the same posture as him in front of Martine Nadeau my professor and I ask him: «Speak to me therefore about you!» He really did not expect it. Martine offers me therefore to stay with me or to leave. I say to her: «If you want to stay, you stay and if you want to leave, you just have to leave. And I acknowledge not knowing the reason why you lead me in this office, but it doesn't much matter, you will never have any problem with it because I love you very much and I think that you are very good to have teach to us at the time that you were mother of three juvenile children.» So she left and I am here alone with the psychologist Jean Soucy who want me to speak to him about me. I will do it during one hour and half and during this time I say to him every so often that I am perfectly lucid. He answers me each time that he is not sure about that and each time it frightens him.
At some point, I ask him to put himself in my place as a man who was wrongly qualified as a future Marc Lepine, besides they came to investigate me because they wanted to know what do I had inside of me. I make him reading the forty fourth question of this opinion poll, opinion poll which they had asked me to fill the day before.
Here is question #44:
«Choose in the list below the governmental measure which would seem to you the most likely to favour the increase the birthrate in Quebec. Please choose only one answer.
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#1 to Grant to the
mother, to the birth of every child, an allocation augmenting with the rank
of the child in the family |
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#2 to Grant to the
parent (man or woman) remaining in the home a proportional wage to the
number of children of pre scholastic age under his nurse |
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#3 to Grant to the
parents of substantial family allowances or credits of levies augmenting
with the rank of the child in the family |
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#4 to Grant to the
parents of benefits for the accommodation and reductions of expense on
certain services, and it proportionately in numbers of children |
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#5 to Favour the bet
at the employer's on foot of guard's free services in working middle for the pre scholastic children of age and to organize the same service in school for
the children of scholastic age |
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#6 Other one (to specify) Stop to waste the money of the tax payers» |
Having read this question in front of him, I ask him: «What would you have answered to this question?» Mister Jean Soucy psychologist answer me that he did not listen to. I says then to him: «You ask me to speak to you and you do not listen to me.» I reveal to him my answer and ask him: «If I read to you this following question are you going to be attentive it is less long to the last one?» Having replied in the affirmative to me, I had red to him.
Here is question #45:
«If, in future, you formed a couple and liked to have children, which following options would choose you?
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#1 An official marriage |
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#2 another type of union» |
I ask him: «What would you have answered to this question?» He answer to me: «An official marriage» while I answer to him: «Dependent on the progression of both persons put in reason, it can be an official marriage or another type of union.» At a certain some point I note definitely that he does not want to understand that the problem does not emanate from me. Then, I say to him: «You have a master degree in psychology, when these lost students come to ask for your assistant, you show to them that the problem comes from them and never from the educational system. Later on, I pick them up in the small spoon without having any certificate in this domain.» I am in his office since 09:00 in the morning, it is now 10:35 what happens to me now? I become very dazed, and I am on the point of fainting? No! My friends, this rascal is on the point of succeeding to hypnotizing me. I had noted from the beginning of my time with him that his purpose was to make me very siphoned off by energy. Four years ago, I had tried to make hypnotize on a stage and the very much renowned hypnologic in domain had asked me to leave the stage because he would not succeed in making it to me. This hoodlum of psychologist had no chance to hypnotize me because I had to meet one of my professor madam Janet Pinkos at 10:30 to help her to overcome this sadness which she shared to me at 08:35 this morning there. Mister Jean Soucy knew about this date mattering for me as for madam Pinkos, but he was deliberately spirit to make me miss it.
Before falling absolutely under his control, I get up from the armchair and I say to him: «Give me your hand, I will show you what is the irrational!» The hand in mine, I have make, what some people call a transfer of energy by negative polarity that is I brought back to me all the energy which the psychologist Jean Soucy siphoned off from me during ninety minutes and I took the liberty of bringing him to the state of hypnosis which he had bring me and I did it in two minutes. I then said to him: «You realize now, that if I go on during ten more seconds although you will going to stretch down to sleep.» Mister Jean Soucy answered me yes, then I am passed from an irrational state to a rational state by making him this warning: «Now, there are people who will call you or there will be people that you will going to call. You will have the choice then to be good or of evil with what you have just lived. But do not forget that there is this law of return and that God is there to watch you.»
I met on Saturday, April 22nd, 1995 a student who had been studying with me throughout the program of Animal Health. At the end of January, I had pointed out in a lesson of histology that she lived a depression, my intuition said to me that she lived a pain of love. On Saturday there, on April, she was in deep depression. I was with my friend Eric Nutbrown who determined the same thing as me. It been disconcerted by what the psychologist Jean Soucy had made her live. No! Be not going to think that mister Soucy attacks her sexually. This student explained to me that when her boy friend taught her that he did not want to live any more with her, it had led her to live a pain of love which had been fast transformed into depression and what not to put these studies in danger, she had considered it a good idea to consult the psychologist of the College mister Jean Soucy. She entrusted her story to this man and then Jean Soucy laugh finally of her.
I shall hush up about her name because in the state where this ex classmate was on Saturday, April 22nd, I am sure that her tale was true, unconvincing but true. This student was in training period of training in Animal Health and had only one idea at the head, the suicide. Besides, in front of my friend Eric Nutbrown, she asked me if I do not know an efficient we to commit a suicidal act. In front of her state of soul, I say to her: «You do not have the right to let you down like that because you went to see yourself this pathetic character while me they led me to him. And that in spite of the fact that I lived 57 days in psychiatry because of him, me I still have the taste of live, it is God who asks me for it then hang on also to her hope a better day for her.» This student calls me at home up to date on with me of May, 1995 and asks me to help her because she wants to acquire this job of technician in Animal Health in this veterinary hospital. I so well motivated her by the phone, that the following day she was hired and even there had been twenty-four persons in front of her. I had by telephone succeeded in making what some people call a transfer of energy by positive polarity.
Now here I am in the Friday evening of February 10th, 1995, I have a late dinner in A.L. Van Houtte Coffee on the street King West in Sherbrooke with one of my professors Mark Beaudoin and her friend who is also used in the College. Of course that before making himself to this place we were all in the College and that I finally could help madam Janet Pinkos in her office before going to have that late dinner.
Overall for this week imprinted by emotions and by discoveries of paranormal phenomena: I declare to you by my writings to have helped 130 persons in relation help + or - ten and let me say to you that it upsets all these workers tremendously: social worker, psychiatric nurse, psychoanalyst, psychologist, psychometric people, doctor psychiatrist, psychotherapist and all other dealers nearly or from a distance have some money to be made with the neuropath or the psychopath.
Some of these workers go lecherous and wicked to reassure use them and their wage, they go even to the point of lying of connivance with the others to reassure use them, it is an insurance which is not expensive of the whole. The most part of these people are very educated, the society gave them the power which they have. But that it is of the abuse of power of these dealers armed, armed with the load of the proof of chase and armed with this lawful narcotic which they call medical prescription. You knew that they can kill a whole stable with the chemist's shop of one psychiatric wing. I dripped in their medicine, but before to speak to you about it, let me say to you how I fell under the influence of the medical torment.
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