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Hystoric Autobiography written before my exiles in the USA 031195!
Student
association of the Secondary school of
Sherbrooke
(now called
CEGEP
of
Sherbrooke)
Mister
Jean-Francois Morin, representative for internal business
475, rue Parc,
pavilion 6
Sherbrooke
(Quebec)
J1H 5M7
This letter is going to allow me to take stock of the situation on my life and on many others, because in thirty eight years, me, Serge Joseph Adrien Bourassa-Lacombe decides to put me in bare in front of God and the human beings for the good of all humanity. First of all, the day of my birthday this year, I lost 32 $ of food to acquire a certificate of police coming from the Royal Canadian Mounted Police. As this certificate certify that researches in the national file of Canada reveal that no born person of this name at that time made the object of criminal condemnations! It confirms that throughout my grown-up life that is to say from 1975 till 1995 I have no criminal past. This Certificate was signed without consultation by the agent Roux Martin CVO862 on June 20th, 1995 and coated with plastic as they make it for a driver's licence. Besides while combining those two I could acquire a certain peace as travelling. Before maintaining you of this period of travelling beggar lived since last twelfth of May. I must speak to you of Serge Lacombe, the child that they saw being born on June 20th, 1957 in the Complex Hospital of Verdun (CHA) at 09 h 12.
This child is gifted with a hyperactivity from her childhood. Furthermore thirty months afterwards the first breathes outside the belly of his mother, he is aware of it. Poor mother, her who has of make open her low belly to see me being born. Publicly, I say to you thank you and I hope that one day they are going to acknowledge all evil which they made to you. My father in all that, was more impoverished than my mother, because he is part of this generation of well brought up men with staff. I saw my father assaulting my mother more orally than physically however. From my two and a half years, I knew that it was not the fault of my father. I still remember when my sister headed for me by crying when my father seized his wife by arms deeply by shaking her to make understand to her that it was the man who had to control the woman. My mother did not seem to want to accept it because she struggled and shouted to crack soul. In front of this act of violence, I comforted my sister of my four years by gripping her in my arms and saying to her: «It's all right, it is going to arrange.» I was called on June 30th, 1957 in this parish. And let me say to you that I lived them the seven pain more than once.
The seven pain is linked up in this hyperactivity which lives in me since my childhood.
Besides my father beat me precisely, because in this time there, the church said that I was surely demons possess to be hyperactive like that. How I could not excuse my poor father, with the conscience which I had in this age there. In 1963, I was six years old and it is at this instant when Madam Jose Laurent comes to become established at home with her husband, that is to say in a double living room of the accommodation that we live in my family and I. She was a nurse, when her husband was a doctor in training at the hospital were I was born, both natives of Haiti were so much accepted by my father that they had a child whom my mother brought up during six years. Then, they left to go to work in United States.
During these six years, I study at Richard a primary school. I am the first of my class in any area in spite of the fact that I need to go to the urgent hospital by ambulance several times because my classmates beaten me. What can I say, my hyperactivity as well as my joviality upsets them all. Besides, at this time there, the teacher (or even professor) threw us by the head his paintbrush to erase the blackboard, she used it even in reverse on our joints. When she had it me enough, she drove me to the office of the superior of the school herself.
Then there, it was Hell! The superior was in fact a brother carrying these clothes long enough to reach the soil. The one that we had payable by this school, straightened us in the following way: a leather piece that the barbers use even at present to whet their razors. We called it the banana for its curve of its suppleness. Those who had received it from this superior will always remember it because he dashed forward to hit are hand as if to succeed in cracking a wooden log.
Having given me six blows in the left hand and asked me if I had had enough, this last asked me for the right hand to balance both hands. It was to try to get the demons outside of me, all this aimed torture directed to me. Anyhow, my father, appreciated hardly my behaviour and each time they straightened me in the school, he beat me at home. Today they use no more these methods, in front of the hyperactivity of a child they give him Ritalin a medication, that they use to control his mood from its childhood by a narcotic let us say, chemically lawful.
Personally, let me say that you are really out of the will of God.
From my six years, the presence of the family Laurent to us had its good side because my father ceased aiming any violence towards my mother. However, my father let off stream on me, with or without reason. When he had this thirst to let off stream, he isolated me in the toilet and hit me hand opened on the skin of my backside or else used a stick that they use even today to toss painting directly on the skin of my backside.
My poor mother as well as my sister were witnesses of all this physical violence aimed to me, throughout my childhood and of my adolescence.
But each time they crushed me, I got up again still jolly and hyper assets. I always excused because I was aware of why. It is for this reason that all my life, I helped the weakest than me instead of crushing them as the most part of people doe it. It is in the Catholic school where I learnt the ten command of God. I even forgived my cousin Luke to have thrown me in the bottom of an open well my head first : Me who was only six years old while he was only four and a half years. Since I learn the word of God that I persevere in serving Jesus Christ our Saviour, I am one of his attendants pushed by Holy Spirit, I get up again every time, even more extremely to serve HIM.
It is in 1970, that I end my seventh year in the school Jean - Jacques Olier. Besides, I recycled at the end of this year a dictionary which I had recovered in the garbage at the end of the year of this school. I make all my secondary to the High School Monsignor Richard. I see a tremendous number of lack of discipline there, several facts explain this academicals come-down. Firstly, my parents cannot help me any more in my studies because I attain a level of different study. Secondly, this lack of discipline made general that the teachers as well as direction could not overcome. Thirdly, a certain Gilbert Jolicœur, sickened me and aimed all this free violence to me. It was for me a certain dread. I acquire my certificate from secondary five in 1975. During all these years I made more enemies than made friends, because I went to school to learn, not to fight with others. Instead, I ran most quickly from the school not to have to fight precisely.
In autumn, 1975, I started to study at the College Andre-Laurendeau in administrative sciences, choice rationally established by the vocational adviser of the High School. I, who was good in mathematics, would like to work as chartered accountant he said to me. This year there, it is already five years since I work twenty-four hours a week plus my school. Without counting, these summers without vacancy, not to become too heavy for my father. Thinking that it would become comprehensible in due time. Time changes but my father changes not.
While I abused this alcohol, without ever affecting my partial employment job as well as my studies. I wake up at some point with one bowl of late engrossment as an orange, where is my stomach. I learn from my family practitioner, that one even which treats my medical records since my birth. «You had got a duodenal ulcer, it's not that serious in fact», he said to me. «You have just discovered the weakness of your body, you are nervous as your mother», he still says to me. I accept his diet of six months of cream with Tagamet as medicament to go out of it provisionally. This doctor had compelled me to die with it, while I had decided to go to be entrusted to the doctor Camille Simard in 1978. It is besides with advice and monitoring of the Dr Simard that I shall achieve in getting rid of this illness in 1990.
In 1977, I am forced to take a sabbatical year because collegiate life and partial employment job as well as this nervous illness affecting my stomach as one throws flame am untenable. I am hired as office clerk for Hydro-Quebec until February 1980. During this time, I am studying in the evening: 225 hours in «Drawings Architecture» 1978-79, 120 hours in «Motor I» 1979-80, 60 hours in joinery 1980, 120 hours in «Motorized Basic electricity I» 1980-81. When I delay my resignation in my upper present in the job of Hydro-Quebec, they aim me in the office of the personnel manager of the head office. During one morning supplements this one tries to persuade me to stay.
At the meantime, I met Joanne Vincent technician in radiology, in a dance hall on June 20th, 1978. Shortly after, I learn that she is the daughter of Romuald Vincent and Angele Lafreniere. On the first of September, 1979, we got married in this parish Saint-Clement in front of God and the human beings. Then suddenly, six months after having celebrated our marriage, she says to me that she has never loved me. I really do not want to leave her because I like her. But then a became a part of these beaten men, because she applies to me some solid smacks to persuade me to leave her. At some point, I cannot stay there any more because she threatens to commit suicide or to kill me then I leave.
I still forgive, even if I acknowledge this swindle pure and simple. A hyperactive young man, jovialist and gifted with a servitude towards Jesus Christ our Saviour, as me will never think be to nick like this. I became naive without realizing it, because I imagined the very impossible.
It is immediately after having leave Hydro-Quebec which I begin to be salesman on the road. One month in the Canadian Automobiles Association to learn that with only a third year they could make an annual income in the six figures. It was not my case, I am forced to suppose that for four years I tries hard, for me it was to work sixty hours a week to withdraw an annual wage from it below the poverty line. It is in February 1982 when I end a lesson of human relations Sylva Bergeron with my friend Lynda. To try to make discover an art of living..., with one and the others by developing knowledge, will, power and to believe it at my friend's. This barrel struggles lost. On January 21st, 1984 I end a lesson of introductions in microcomputers. It really interests me.
In autumn, 1984, I am inscribed in spite of me in juridical technology, because initially it was meant to be a return in study in police technology. That please since 1977 that I tried to joint the police force to become a peace agent. Today I know very well why they have never wanted to given to me my chance.
To perform this return to studies without its being a load for my companion I work for an security agency on the Olympic Village from 18 h 00 - 06 h 00 in the morning and it 7 days of 14. To see my academicals results for a twenty eight-year-old man one can say that I just had to be studying. I leave by saying to me that bailiff's middle is too much closed to let me enter there. And that in the bottom, it is not perhaps what I search. Does I will going to search all my life like this, I was saying at that time.
In spring on 1985, I decide to get involved as commercial representative in the field of the equipment of garage for the company Bear Automotive Inc.
The manager mister Ronald Routhier hires me even if I do not have a car at my disposition. The day after my appointment, I rent a Ford Escort 1985, in the short term the time to see my sales advancing. The company gave me 1 500 $ before hand on wage, I had 650 $ to be paid for the auto only besides essence and of my food. I worked on average eighty hours to make a name. And then six months after my appointment, I discover that the manager Ronald Routhier of the company Bear Automotive Inc steal from me 700 $ from my wage. Rather than to ask him for a refund, I tell myself that if there he steals the poorest, he steals surely others from it. I decide therefore, to make a criminal inquiry while working.
On October 19th, 1985, I put all my inquiry into paper and I make four copies. On Sunday, October 20th, 1985, I went to Toronto, I slept in the Rest Inn to be fresh as a daisy the following morning. Please take notes, all those who read me whom I live under the threshold of poverty established at this time there. However, I do not hesitate to put all expenses relating to this trip on my credit cards. My coast of credit is at this instant A-1 everywhere. On Monday morning, October 21st, 1985, I remind me stand in front of the president of the company in Canada mister Tedd Hyde, the manager for the East of the country mister Ross Jenkins as well as the accountant of the time. From 9 h 00 to 13 h 00, non-stop I speak their in English and they follow with my writings. With four pages of writings as well as very incriminates proof, I succeed in making them to take the plane the same day towards Montreal.
On Tuesday morning misters Rod Boursier secretary of our branch in Montreal as well as mister Camille Roy representative who had since the beginning a good time coming to sell his used equipment in my territory by the back door were discharged. While the manager mister Ronald Routhier was suspended to be finally discharged at the end of fourteen days. Mister Routhier, himself, made responsible for coming to intimidate me by asking me one morning to go to borrow or to steal 600 $ and to delay him, because the company had forced it to reimburse this sum. I answered him that he owed me 700 $, that he was responsible for his life himself and not to bait me any more with it. Forced to suppose that during several months, I went for a walk as a conveyor of silver, because this man could live it up to me at any instant. I learns later that he face cardiac problems after his dismissal.
By dint of courage, By persistence and By patience, I became a good salesman in my domain. I bought for myself a brand new Buick Sommerset on 1985. I was the first representative in the car field to acquire a cell phone. For me the service to the customers was very important. One day, I crossed Guy Jalbert from Rock Forest one day in the centre of estimate to wait for a bridge of lift for car which deferred being delivered by the conveyor. After fourteen hours of wait, I installed it from twenty o'clock till six o'clock. It is mister Guy Jalbert himself, who awakened me the following morning. For me the goods were delivered, it is only an example to show the notability which I knew how to acquire in the car field. All my competitors knew who I was, how I was called, with which effectiveness I worked to serve my customers. In spring on 1987, I was in the summit of my art, I had become the best seller in the garage equipment field.
In June 1987, a man of the name of Myer Bloom come to see me to offer me to go to work for him in Quebec City. I explain to him that I earn well my living by working in the Montreal region, then why move in Quebec. Mister Myer Bloom was then Manager from the east of Canada for the company Moog Canada Ltd. I am forced to suppose that I had a good working opportunity.
Managing of territory for a part of Montreal, Laurentides, Abitibi and Temiscamingue.
However, a blow that I cannot come back any more rear, that is to say a blow which I achieved in selling my auto to mister Serge Grenier and that I move with the auto which is provided to me by my employer, mister Myer Bloom begins showing me her natural truth. Enough that I invite myself to go to meet him in his office one Friday afternoon of July. I point out to him while I did not need him to live and while he will owe from this instant there to respect his employees, by beginning with mister Raymond Briand who holds concurrently fourteen years of servitude for him, and mister Giles Lecompte who holds seven year of servitude as well as me of course.
Mister Myer Bloom always belongs stubborn not to respect individual, his attendants as human being. It even tried to hoard of twenty percent of my bonus in 1987, that is a sum of $1 500. Command that I recovered in our annual national meeting of December, in front of all force of sales of Moog Canada Ltd. Mister Bloom, from this instant there, does not give me of presents, everything means were good to extend my working weeks, on the contrary my employer allowed me to travelled in Florida, several times in St-Louis, Missouri, as well as several times in Toronto, besides allowing me to travel across the province of Quebec everywhere. While mister Bloom sickened us at job, we who all worked together to exceed the objectives of sales of the company. In Abitibi/Temiscamingue my territory is growth from 60 to 90 % of the market. I had still become the best in my domain.
In 1987, I acquire my first letter of recognition of one of my customers. In 1988, mister John M . Giebe senior vice-president delays me hiss Golden Cross Pen saying to me that only few people has one and that I shall have to sign important letters throughout my life with this last. On March 23rd, 1989 mister Myer Bloom send for me in his office of Pointe-Claire in a afternoon to delay me a written warning letter just before leaving for Mexico of the fruits of our labours. It was on Holy Thursday, his letter was C.C .: Mike Holland, Manager of National sales as well as Mary Jones head of human resources.
On Good Fridays, it was a vacation day for my working associates but not for me. I took over real facts and I put the truth on paper. Four pages for shown the not justifiable of a warning writes of a page. I forwarded this letter to my boss, C.C .: to the same persons. It extended my job of one year. What year! The upper present returning my life even more hard. On June 7th, 1989, they speak about me favourably in the English-speaking newspaper The Gazette, because for the first time of my life I gave some of my blood when I overlook the Honmoku Maru boat of Nissan, this last being belayed to the old harbour of Montreal for a car sale, me who works by bike this day there because the company car was in the garage for a problem of maintenance of brakes. On November 13th, 1989, I have to write a letter to mister Bloom asking him to cease baiting me concerning a mechanical breaking on the company car for which I was not even responsible, C.C. in five worker of the head office of the company, so all the persons concerned by this history of mechanical breaking.
Weighing up of this working experience, walking papers achieved by mister Myer Bloom by conspiracy with the help of certain persons working as leader of similar firms in the one on whom I worked. And it happen just after I buy a home with the woman whom I loved. I have several letters of satisfied customers. Everybody in the car field appreciated me for the job which I provides their, I was the best. For what reason, I could not be engaged by another employer in the car field. Mister Myer Bloom led a dirty campaign towards me.
Loss caused by this conspiracy: home, woman, 30 000 $ of annual wage, 7 500 $ of Bonus, 2 500 $ of essence per year, $1 500 loss of vacancy, car of available function 24 h, food provided by the employer as part of my job, loss of possibility of progress, etc...
From April till December, 1990, I forward 500 curriculum vitae, for 50 interview, to be finally engaged by a financial shark. During my appointment misters Gaetan Bourdon govern and owner of Beauty Star inc. located in Ville Saint-Laurent as distributor of hairstyle products, a direct liar proved to be for me. In both questions that I put down to him, I acquired two lies.
Weighing up: this man is untruthful in 100 %!
Who I replace and why I asked him. He answers me that he have just lost a man who works for him for ten years and what this man worked as a god for him, besides he so well worked he says to me that I am made to replace him with two men to cover his territory.
I agree to take one of both territories to discover from the first working week that the one that I replace he had been fire because he sold some stuff for himself besides selling for his boss. I persevere to work on it during ten months really, because I really trust in me. However when I have problems of territories, I have no support from mister Gaetan Bourdon. Besides the only support which I had of this man, it is when he came to work at Coaticook with me, he said to me to me that it was to help me out.
Weighing up: of this day according to him I needed an elocution lesson and a sales courses.
The week of in suite I returned him my resignation. If mister Bourdon had been frank and honest during my meeting, I would have definitely never work for him. I understand now why he became owner of the company Bedard of Quebec another distributor of products of hairstyle.
From September, 1987 till August 1st, 1990, I see frequently a young woman whom I love and whom I help a lot, her name is Johanne Provencher girl of mister Ernest Provencher and madam Francoise Guillemette. This woman was very near me and I was very near her. She was studying at the Teaching hospital of Sherbrooke to become doctor. Today she is internal doctor in a hospital of the region of Quebec, she knows that I took part by the active way in the success of her studies, because I invested in our couple relation a lot without ever victimizing it in her personal choices. And even, at an instant of her student's life in medicine, she announces me that she have been solicited by the Canadian army for a contract of enlistment in force.
She asks me for my opinion, because she does not want me to move away from her by the choice which she will make. I then take time to light the choice with her, by taking a sheet which I separate by a stroke of pencil right in the center of this sheet and in the vertical. I say to her: «When it is necessary to make a choice mattering in our life, it is a question of weighing for and against of this choice. You see Johanne, if you do not enrol you in armed forces, you saw a $10 000 debt per year what makes a complete $30 000 debt. On the contrary, if you accept their invitation to fill up their need, these people give you an annual $25 000 wage besides being very the main topic of your school fees. You will therefore be able to put aside 10 000 $ easily yearly what will make 30 000 $ at the end of your studies. However you will have to fulfil your pledge with them and it till the end of this last, you get involved in this contract to serve the army during five years after your studies. So never you break this contract, they will be entitled to demand all silver of you that they will have poured you. As for these five years it is quickly passed and it doesn't much matter the choice which you will make, personally speaking, I have no intention to move away from you. » Having enlisted in the army, she owes to summer, 1990 to leave in the Canadian West to accept a training of officer.
Separated during two months, I wait for her with a puritanical fidelity by love for her. Upon the return to this military base, the feelings that she had for me in the past had changed. Was it because I had been unfairly discharged by the company Moog Canada Ltd barely a month after the purchase of a home in joint ownership? Was it really by her personal evolution? Or! Further to a military inquiry into my person without knowing it. Today, I am entitled to issue these three hypotheses, because May 30th or 31st I went back in the guardhouse #22 to discuss with the same policeman official as on Monday, May 29th, 1995 when I could possibly apparently identified because I have a good photographic memory that medicine happily did not succeed in destroying it. This policeman advised me that he would be entitled to put me in cell because there is a criminal mandate of bringing against me and whom every the police bodies search me since 1979 he says to me. I say to him then: «It is impossible, there is an error because I have never hidden from the police, I always worked and I always went to school.» He says to me: «You are going to see they are going to show it to you, they are going to take out your file on the printer.» Then sitting a long paper as the arm on this printer he says to me: «In 1979, you stayed in Saint-Leonard, did you reside on the street Cellier?» I answer then negatively. He says to me: «OK! It is not you whom they search.»
Whom do they search then and for what reason? They search Serge Lacombe, been born on June 20th, 1957 as me, with the same physical appearance as me, my look-alike what, however my look-alike would have aimed «Violence sex towards one or several women in 1979.» In 1980, I again remember having been stopped by an police car in the Hochelaga neighbourhood in Montreal on the Haig street, if my memory is faithful to me. This policeman had given me as reason that a taillight was burned. He asks me then to go out of car to determine the breaking. As I say to him that everything is normal, four-five other police cars arrive as reinforcements, then they search me summarily. It is while a detective arrives in his phantom car who went out of his car by saying when he lighting me on my face with his torch: «OK! Guys it is not him that they search» They leave all. While me I ask to both last for what reason they merged me with another individual as it? They said to me: «You mingle not of it and continues your way.» I found crazy event at this instant there, without more.
Besides from August 1st, 1990 till June 24th, 1992 we lived together considering herself to be friend because her loving life had taken another way. From August 1st of this year there, I am forced to suppose that I passed across a pain of love which lasted ten months. To get out of this pain I saw a doctor who recommended me an university lesson of yoga and Swedish massage. During this period I took no medicine to control my mood. Furthermore I was not dangerous either for me or for others.
In July 1991, I am subjected to the theft of my car and as I am at this instant, judged by the fitter of the insurance company as living being of a precarious job there, they accuse me intentionally of having stolen my car. Fate is thrown there, I am confronted to cross a cross-examination of Service anti-crime of the Underwriters by mister Jacques Bergeron special agent. The interviewer mister Bergeron ended her inquiry on May 14th, 1992 to establish finally that I was not blended with my theft of car either nearly, or from a distance. I announce the whole the fitter mister Jean Denis Brault of Dery Barette and linked, this last is sick and replaced by somebody else, I do not know by whom. This last says to me: It is not because the interviewer of the Service Anti-crime of the Underwriters concluded that you are not blended with the theft of your car which we are made to pay you. It took me six months to find a lawyer with enough ball to follow legally the Missiquoi et Rouville insurance company.
It is three years since this insurance company gives me 3 000 - 4 000 $, when I demand 16 000 $ of them more interests incurred since the theft which goes back up in July, 1991.
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